GIRLS; NEED HELP QUICK!!!!!!?

she s toying with you, testing you. are you like 14 15 ish? she s moving and wants to make sure she has you..in case..she doesnt get a boy friend. end the game..you are sad because she is leaving. dont make it harder on you self. you will bounce back. when i was 10 i had my first boyfriend. he is 2 years older than i am but he was held beck in school. when i say boyfriend, he carried my books, wrote love letters and gave me gifts. he was at every school function i was in. he protected me. i went to his ball games and wrestling matches. then i moved. we kept in touch for awhile. then freshman year came and guess what? i moved back to the same town (clear across the country) back to where we came from. we hung out, i dated other guys BECAUSE he never told me what he thought nor made any moves. he was shy. i felt bad because i had changed alot and didnt want to be with him (i cared for him) only to let him down. then, guess what? we moved back across the country. years passed and the internet was available to mostly everyone by 2004. he found me. he is married with kids. he finally told me what he thought and i told him what i thought. he wants me to come out there and visit. i am for my family is still there and friends as well. however, he did say he would cheat on his wife to be with me. i never asked him to. in fact i told him to let that go because i will not be the one to ruin a marriage nor upset his fantasy he has created. we are in our 40s. we always had that "i still love this person, i wonder what if, and we never got the chance to....." if his wife were to leave him, maybe. but i know he has this idea in his stupid head and i told him i cannot fulfill this fantasy because we are still thinking as teenagers and not adults...my point is....still be great friends and if something happens, it happens....but to hold on to someone you may not have (and she is playing a game all us girls have played) is hard to let go of. peace out